I always had rules, goals and boundaries which I lived by enduringly, but after the Death of my beloved Grandmother, the woman that raised me, I started a Path of Self-Destruction to the point of total humiliation.

The catalyst was an appalling break-up, followed by death, H.I.V. bankruptcy, almost Suicide, Sex, lots of absurd, artificial chemed-Sex, homelessness and so much more…
I lost faith in humanity
I lost faith in me…